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Andy - 2008-04-20 20:27:32
Jake, I am glad you are writing again. However, I have been distracted, and I've not yet read your words. I did point you to others: my friend, the piano player at my old Baptist church, and his wife, whom unfortunately I -- oh well. You know what happened. I am so messed up. Is there anyone who believes in me? I have tried so hard, and yet, here I am, not even knowing what city I live in, and where I might lay my head. What can I do? Will God really help me at this stage, after all the wrongdoing I have done, on account of women, and of wine? I almost want to destroy myself. Is there any hope for me? I am sorry to say these things, but I am desperate. There has got to be hope in Christ. But what do I do? I am at a loss. I will only make myself relax, and trust that as He provided me for last night, which provision I abused, He will provide for me again tonight. But what will it take for me to stop seeking after women, and after wine? God only knows. Does this kind go out only by prayer and fasting? All I know is: I want the demon to go out. I want to be unhassled. May God help me. I am sorry to have to write all these words.
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Old Jake - 2008-04-24 18:30:40
I�m not sure when you wrote this; I haven�t been on for a few days. I will continue to pray that the Lord will answer all your needs, and gives you direction. Follow the leading of the Holy Spirit not your heart. Jeremiah 17:9 The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly corrupt: who can know it? The more you put Jesus in your heart the less the adversary has room to operate. You have power over him through Jesus. Take authority over him in the name of Jesus and command those evil thoughts to be gone, and then put your thoughts on Jesus. Bless you Andy! Know that He loves you and knows your needs!
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